一个医学生的心路历程（二）
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一个医学生的心路历程
虽然是那么清楚自己要考个好成绩，中六之后的升学路却也茫茫不知去向。
叶子的父母一向抱着观望态度，从来没有插手决定我们兄弟姐妹的升学的事项。没有一个单一的目标，只知道自己喜欢数学，喜欢生物。数学系吗？却在物理中看见自己数理思考的极限。念医科吗？感觉那仅仅是遥远的梦想，又害怕自己没有能力承担他人的生死……
所以一个从小没有立志当医生的女孩子，在填写升学表格的最后那一刻，却只放了五个选择，统统是医科系。是自负？是盲目？太多人给予冷嘲热讽，批评怎么每个全A的生物系学生只想进入医科系。甚至很多人怀疑，到底是为了社会地位还是财富而来？
难免感叹，原来单纯希望为病人服务的心，是可以轻易被他人扭曲的。
入学消息放榜的时刻，满是失望。眼见自己的好朋友们成绩非凡，却必须失望难过，心里忿忿不平。只懂读书的我，那天懂了另一件事：没什么是绝对公平的，很多事甚至连公平都谈不上边儿。看见比自己要强得多的同学们却只能愤然失望地离开，出国深造去，叶子明白自己不过是多了点运气，什么也不值得骄傲。
一路懵嚓嚓，拼命读书，再加点小运，就这样在大学新生报到的那一天，叶子在舅舅的陪伴下正式踏进了医学院。
《待续》
2010年2月3日星期三
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Two very good posts JN! You're one very intelligent and hardworking girl, I always know that. The minute you told me you've got a place in UM med 4 years ago, I'm not surprised at all.
You're nearly there now, there're more obstacles to come in the future, just do your best, you can't predict what's in your way until you're right in front of it. Once you come to a halt - if it's a small rock, pick it up and throw it aside, if it's a wall, tumble it down with all your strength, if it's a mountain, climb over it!
Emotional breakdown is the last thing you do, cos you will only stay static and never progress. Chill and tackle every obstacles with faith, and you'll see that nothing is too bad. Remember what i said and you will not fear final year, final exams - you'll be Dr. Chai very soon. Most people in our profession compete blindly to climb to the top and forgotten the real meaning of our job. Don't be one of them.
I look up to you - you're a little girl with enormous strength! Let's just see if my prediction is right - 10 year later, you'll be a big name in medicine!
I'm sure u have made a right choice...and Thank GOD, Malaysia will have one more good doctor soonnnnnnn...jia you
Wanderer of Reality,
谢谢你的文句，给了我很大很大的鼓舞！这些年来，或许没有高诉过你，其实一直把你当成是学习的榜样。从你拿到SPM成绩时，到选科面试被公共服务奖学金入取，一直到你去英国学医，我心里都好希望自己可以向你一样展翅高飞！谢谢你~
Mickey Mouse，
谢谢，希望自己不过辜负自己当初的那颗心。你也加油~祝你2010年的心愿都能达成！
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