Sometimes, you reach a point in life where you'll stop and wonder, what you really want in life.

I'm standing in front of the cross roads, lost my courage to go on. Why must there be so many choices in life?

Somehow, I feel my life stops for a while, despite in the middle of hectic and busy life I was trying so hard to adapt myself into... What DO I need in life?

And almost habit, I am avoiding troubles, trying to turn my face away from unpleasant things, trying to believe that beyond the darkness, there are lights that I am pursuing. What have I turn myself into? What have gone wrong during times I wasn't fully aware of every presence?

I am no longer the one I used to be anymore.