如果我们还在一起

如果我们还在一起,三十天后就是我们的两周年庆了。

因为那时你的室友见鬼了,所以你一个人留在住处的那晚,我自告奋勇去陪你。那晚你拉着我的手问我:“从今以后让我陪伴着你,好吗?”

我们在大家完全没有预料下开始,然后在一年半后分开。间中的心情起伏和对你的日渐依赖,这段深刻记忆,是无法言喻的……当一切都变了质,当沟通不足以让彼此更了解,在我们都忘记当初要陪伴对方的约定,当我们都伤痕累累无心再为这份感情作任何努力时,只能放手。

这段时间,恨过你、放纵过自己、尝试喜欢他人,然后懂得享受自己一个人的日子……
如果生命,是不断流转推移轮回的过程,这一段人生,只是间中多么短暂的片刻!如果生命中存在着那么多苦,这段分离,只是一个小小苦啊!这一路你让我清楚,长久以来内心的孤苦不安,是无法用爱情治愈的,是无法因为对你的依赖,而有所减轻的。
世间诸可乐,无事可依怙……
如果我们今天还在一起,那只会是如果的事,和今天没有关系。^_^

3 评论:

匿名 说...

Is that ur bf and u? Well, things that had happened, had already happened, that's why is called the past. Let go the past and open ur heart for the future. I've gone thru things that quite similar to urs. And it's true that it's very hard and take years to let go something that is urs, something that u really treasure very much. But i'm sure u'll be a lot more happy when u finally free urself from the past and unreachable sweet memory. ^^

Medie007 说...

schweet...

sometimes i dunno how to react btween two seperated lovers.

but i guess u've been strong and gotten over it. ;)

all the best in our exams! may we all pass together :D

叶子 说...

匿名,谢谢你的鼓励。

Bong, we will all pass!!!!!! (>.<)